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I paused.
The most important things are the hardest to say.
I wrote:
Please keep a dictionary beside you
As you read this excerpt from my heart
I paused again;
‘I could hear my heart beating,
I could hear everyone’s heart
I could hear the human noise we sat there, making
Not one of us moving, not even when the room went dark’
I felt the intricacies of these words in the cold recesses of my soul
I tried to voice out the words
But I just could not
For they were stuck, locked up in my larynx
Talk! Talk! I heard him scream through his eyes
I shook my head mildly
I couldn’t
I just couldn’t

His heart, was breaking

The poem ends thus...
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